As your emerald ocean eyes Wait for another pacific sunset surprise, All is bluish-green, white-capped calm. Wishes upon dandelions From forever ago still came true. Depressively aloof from all things not truth, Brood like a hedonist around folks that neither bop nor jive. I will strive for greatness for as long as I live!
One man sits on a bench. Not a soul is around. The riverside sunset acquiesces into twilight. The waning crescent moon is a lantern. Then, come the stars. Red leaves seem to be spread against the blue-violet night sky. Winter's crisp coldness seems to frost the sky. There is a disturbing lack of snow.
I always thought I would age like a fine wine. Instead, I just drank tons of wine for almost a decade. I woke up this morning, twenty-two and nowhere. I never realized that sitting around and making wishes doesn't make a life. It makes for time passing mockingly and a lonely life.
Sometimes, you meet someone. And, you feel like you've known them forever. They same the same thing. Then, a month later, they take it all back. I guess drunken sweet nothings are sometimes just that super sweet but quite nothing. It doesn't how much I believed in them. They were happiness, an infatuation, that decayed [...]
I smoke cigarettes constantly And drink wild amounts on unreasonable nights. Struggling to stay reasonable and rational, Irrationally dreaming of my dead friends who number five now, I am that unreasonable bachelor, bored and apathetic, Bounding and dancing to and from existential crises. I have traversed treachery and ecstasy. I have writhed and wept and loved [...]
My head was in my hands because I ruthlessly pursued a friendship and a dream. I guess my intensity and fussiness bothers people. But I cannot stop. I cannot slow down. And, quite frankly, I do not want to. I vowed to pursue my dreams. And, the clock is ticking. I will be impatient. I [...]
Get lost with me? I want to feel so smart and beautiful I turn into an alien because we might as well be aliens. I've grown tired of laws and morals being the basis of conversation. I want the kind of love that makes me forget all of it. I want beatitude filling my veins. [...]